Mimawl Ngaihtuahna Dimleet.

Zaankhua a sawt ta. Zing beltak a vailou kuante a suun nasepna uh tawl kisa in a ihmut uh alim mahmah ta ding. Inn kiim inn kiang a Ak guukdi zong a sihal haam kia lou ngal zaakding a om nawn kei.

Zaan dak 12 bang gingta mahleh, ka nu'n"Bawi, kisa ouh, tui i va tawi ding" a hon chi hi. Tu zaansawt nungnung a tuitawi di chih mawk chia va seel theih ahi kei. "Awle" chi'a thumang tak a zuih a ngai mai hi. Ka hong kisa ua, ken Plastic jerican bawm( nidang a thautui kholna) nih tawi in ka nuun tuithei leh beelpi khat nungpuak in ka hong ki zuuikhe ta uhi. Khua lah vot mahmah tung sawlkha lah taanglou ahihman in mial bekbuk mai a, kawlphemeidet(tourchlight) ka tawi uhi. Ka tuitawi na mun uh naichik hibeek leh a daan om ding hiveen, Minute 25/30 bang la thei phial dia gamla! Amun kahong tungta uh, beel a tui su dim zok a kiiknawn pah di chih lah hitheilou ei sang a ana kuan masa 4/5 bang ana om uh. Maizen a vot naakkal a i ma a ana tung masate ngakngai nawn zeel! Hichi bang a hinkhua zat tawntung ding zaw a peihhuai kei ngei ka chi lungsim hi.

Ka hun uh a hong tungta a ka beelte uh ka hih dim zokzok ua ka ki leh kik ngal uhi. Inntung in tawlnga zual a lupna a lup di chih hilou, vial 1/2 kuan nawn ngai deep! Lawm nangle hichibang hinkhua na tuak kha ngei hia? Pathian hehpih na leh lamkaihna ziak in hichibang hinkhua tu'n ka na zang nawn kei. Zoudawn a na laizom te niteng hinkhua zatdan na ngaihtuah ngeisam hiam? Tu khong a silh leh teen nei zoulou phialphial a khosa te ka ngaihtuah chiang in khasiat tha bang a suak a lah i hih theih a omkei. Mihing aa piang chiatchiat bangziak a a zawng leh a nuamsa deuh leh a hau chia ana ki khen sese a diam maw?

A neideuh tenglah a nuamzaw lam ut chia Lamka phualpi ki delh huan. Lamka na tung a lah, nekguuk taakguk didaan theihbeh lai, a nuamsa ngial in zaw nuamsa mah hang maw. Huai a na zoudawn a mi geenthei te kua toh omkhawm a khosa khawm ding a hi ua le, ei leh ei i ki phungvuh kei leh kuan hong phungvuh ding a hia? Churachandpur(lamka chia khekzoh vuallouh a diam ah) a i khosak hang a i zolei i phawk kei leh Zogam hong paal ngeilou ding. i Paka building leh i sum lomte Zogam sakha i hih lehzaw, zogam deihlou om lou i hih chiah ki hawm lual thei le ut huan na maizeen e maw?

My Brother went home!

Its just only a day and now i think i feel some kinda lonely, coz my brother went back home! He came here in Delhi for the last 3months for studying, but unfortunately he feel so difficult studying and also he feels that his subject(Bsc. Phy) was tough not only that they were being tought in hindi language!

My brother is a fun loving guy and also good in making jokes and all. When I'm with him i feel so secure and good. And now here in Delhi, i will be with my Uncle again. I think there some thing missing when my brother is not with me. This is the first time I'm having this kind of feeling. I hope God is with me.

Regenerate my mind!

I don't cry,
But Shade tears.
I don't laugh,
But I am smiling.
I don't complaint,
But listen to an argument.
I don't say,
But wrote when I feel like writing.

chak de !

At last the Bollywood film industry knows how to play games out of action or song movies. Congratulate to them firstly. CHAK DE, an inspiring and enthusiastic film about the Indian hockey team makes a wake up call to the Indian youth in the filed of games and sports. The film tell us not only how important is to play the game besides being our national game, it also proves that teamwork is the only way to win aver any obstacles and not just to make a big name for individual.

These days many of us think that games and sports is business, but when we say games/sports, it is life! Playing games is not to make money besides for those of us who make a living on it. It is all about our satisfaction and happiness when we play. On the other hand, the Indian football team also proved their ability that they too can sour like an eagle by winning one of the top classes in Asia, Syria at the Ambedkar Stadium at Delhi few weeks back. It makes us to think that should Indians be still hypnotized by this politically controlled Cricket game? Its time to think back now.

Lastly, India is developing in every way now a day. Sports are one of them. But there is one point, where are all those talented players? It is so clear there are many good and promising talented players in every nuke and corner of the land, but what did the authority thinking? Should they just sit on their sofa and counting their money? Its time they should open their eyes wide and be dedicated to their work. In finding players, should they only take the sons and daughters of the riches? They should spread their net more wide and dig deep. If not when will those aspirants and promising talented players have a chance to show their skills? They should too pick those lowlife dedicated players and give chance of "CHAK DE".

ALL THESE YEARS - 1

Days go on and on waiting no one. But still here I am, the same old me, can’t even move foot even one step far. Life’s so tough and it sucks! Oh…. Is it really sucks or may be it is us that make our life suck! Damn true.

Oh... I’m about to get to use to writing and it moves, don’t you think? Huh, it shows that I’m confused about myself I think, being grown up from a mess up life, to say, but who knows it’s the way of God.

Every family’s wish is to live a happy life and raise their children to be someone successful in their life. But not every one could do that. As we live in this nonstop world of race in every kind of ways, the first thing man needs is money, money! Without money it feels like that’s no used of living. Being raised up from a healthy, middle class family, I was happy and find happiness from the love of my parents and family members. You have good friends and your name was the most popular around your neighborhood in a way of being a cool and smart kid, so sporty. But every child can’t be like that. Yes I feel so good and happy being a smart kid. But hold on… my life changes, my world spin around up side down! Got two younger brother and sister. At that time I was just 9years young. You know what, every mans’ problem can’t be compared to other’s. It was Saturday evening after having lunch; I went to my father’s room where he lie down on the bed, so weak, can’t even talk a word. Next to him was my mother sitting helplessly just waiting her husband for his last breadth! Oh God… I can picture it. It was so pain.

My dad was a kind man, cared for his children. And if am not mistaken, I knew that he only beat me just once for misbehaving. He was a talented man good in writings and also loves to play games. About my mom, can’t imagine what my life would be like if my mom is not by my side. She scolds me, cared for me, brought me to church and teaches me how to behave, always pray for me. In one sense I can describe my mom as a bad mom! Ha ha… She gave us punishment if we are not obeying her rules in anyway. Many of her students feel the same but anyone who keeps her words became a great person. Mothers Love is the greatest love in this world.

Just about five to tem minutes past, I can feel tears falling from my eyes. I can’t take off my eyes from staring my dad’s face. I heard crying around me and I started crying too. This is how I bid my dad a “GOODBYE”. Not even a word from my dad. I wander what would it be if he could say a word to me- will it be “ I love You” or “Goodbye” or “Be a man” or “ Be obedient”…….. I’m just curious and also it will be worth remembering all my life if it was only just a letter! My mom stood from her seat and calms us down. There were some family members and relatives too. She had a word of prayer and bid her husband a last goodbye. What did God want from us, what did He plan for us? All we could do is wait and see, have to live with faith and hope. Still there was my mom and my family members who could take care of me. Thanks to God for that. Though it’s hard to live without Dad, we got to move on. Life goes on.....

SMS- Anyone heard me?

Is it a blessing or cursing from God or is it some kinda lesson that I have to learn(what lesson would that be anyway?)..Oh..man It's gotta be a bad luck for me one more time I should say. After having a Scooter accident..oh and one thing that I didn't mention about- I also fell down from our 12ft tall mango tree..damn...its somehow nice :-) you know you feel like flying! But when you hit the ground, You just lie down, look up to the sky and said,"Oh! My God".

Last saturday i.e 14 July 2007 around 10:25 pm we went near JNU to print our Local newspaper-Siamsin Bulletin- with one of my respected, Mr Lun Samte a.k.a Vaphualization. After waiting for about 20 minutes, its time to go back now. So me and Mr Lun, we bid eachother a good night sleep and go our own way home. I was suppose to take Auto, but at that moment I don't think of taking because I used to walk home from there. So I went home by walking, but just a minute passed by a stray dog appeared from my side back and just bite me at my left leg! Oh gosh what should I do. At that moment I don't feel any thing, I mean any pain. I began to stress, can't think of anything but only my leg. I don't even have the time to see that damn dog. And now I start looking for an Auto again but none of them coming were vacant, so i have to walk and walk and walk. I'm so damn fast to reach home. When I reach home I was taken to the hospital. I was given a treatment, they(nurses) wash my leg with water and soap. Inject me with a vaccine and a Tetanus. I can move and used my body freely and it hurts. I don't know why the dog bite me. This moment will be another day that I won't forget in my life.
I got a new Tattoo! Ha ha ha ha SMS(save my Soul) anyone heard me?

Bluf Bluf Bluf.....Hey Its a JOKE!

Recently I wasted my precious time by searching some good and nonsense jokes and I found some ( is it funny to you? don't care) It's kinda Love letter or is it? anyway lets get some laugh coz' its good for our health! just laugh when you read it, but im not forcing you to laugh or may be you should laugh but its upto you that you should laugh or not.....here it is-

Dearest YYYYY:

I am very happy to inform you that I have fallen in love with you since Tuesday, the 03th of April 2005. With reference to the meeting held between us on the 31st of March 2005 at 1500 hours, I would like to present myself as a prospective lover. Our love affair would be on probation for a period of three months and depending on compatibility, would be made permanent. Of course, upon completion of probation, there will be continuous on-the-relationship training and relationship appraisal schemes leading up to promotion from lover to spouse.

The expenses incurred for coffee and entertainment would initially be shared equally between us . Later, based on your attitude, I might take up a larger share of the expenses. However I am broad-minded enough, to be taken care of, on your expense account. I request you to kindly respond within 30 days of receiving this letter, failing which, this offer would be cancelled without further notice and I shall be considering someone else. I would be happy, if you could forward this letter to your sister, if you do not wish to take up this offer .

Thanking you in anticipation.

Yours sincerely,
[XOX]

AND

My dear FAIR and LOVELY (ek chand ka tukda),

you are my TVS SCOOTY(first love) and my AIWA (pure passion ).

I always BPL (believe in the best) and you are SANSUI( better than >the
best ).

You are DOMINO'S PIZZA (delivering a million smiles) for me

And that's a COLGATE ENERGY GEL (seriously fresh ) feeling for me.

I want you to be my life partner but I think you are worried
about your father who is KAWASAKI BAJAJ CALIBER (the unshakable) and my
father who is CEAT (born tough),

but don't worry as I am also FORD ICON (The josh machine ) and the rest of
our family members were KELVINATORS (the coolest ones).

If our fathers say no, let's just run away and marry, and PHILIPS (let's
make things better).

They will feel MIRINDA (zor ka jhatka dhire se lage )
but I believe in COCA-COLA (jo chahe ho jaye).

Trust in God who's always NOKIA (connecting people) to love each
other.

And do not forget that we are WILLS ( made for each other ).

Now that HYUNDAI (we are listening) the song of love, you must know that
love is the DAIRY MILK (real taste of life ) ,SATYAM ONLINE (fun fast easy) and
PARX (always comfortable).

So never forget me.
Ok bye!
I wrote little but actually PEPSI ( yeh dil mange more )!!.

Yours
LG (digitally yours).

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Love come and go

I just try to define the word LOVE, but I can't get it! F***!...... Its hard to let it go when we fall into it! LOL, Being Loved by someone is another thing But when we Loved someone, thats the most hardest thing....I mean that we just let it slip out of us in a sec that we treasured for a year or more..... You know what I mean? For some people it brings happiness, But everything has its own dark side! phew........ You're interest......

May be you've got more experience then me !.... hah.... But What I've experience from being loved and loving someone is that You can't just let your way control Love, you lately realized that there's nothing to hurry to fall into love. But still its hard to know what true love is!

It may be hard to let it go but still Love come and go, so there will be a day when I fall into it again. Then, I'm going to enjoy the sweetness of Love as I enjoyed before, But I have to make sure that I've stepping the right path. Guys its fun to Love and being loved, don't you think so? Come on and lets love as much as we can, its a part of our life........

Those were the days.........

Its not all about wining, but satisfaction in what we're doing. During this tornament we didn't win any team/club but we still get what we want-Happiness and joy! It was fun and we wish when will this kind of days we'll have again........ sob sob sob.... I miss it.

Mr. Handsome?

Its 3:37am now but still sitting in front of my PC. Listening music and downloading some 3D books.
For me, its easier to think of something during night time then daytime, its quiet and refreshing. Some called me a nocturnal creature! maybe I am.... who cares? haha..........let me just get Chai(tea). will be back soon.........

Well, let get straight to our topic Mr. Handsome. During my 8th standard, I was popular among the seniors girls, but I don't know how much of them may be one , four, five and so on... who knows may be among my class and juniors too! During our school time we have two brakes, we called it half small and half big! During these brakes they came in front of our class and spying from our window..Oh! gosh, how shy am I. I can't even talk to my friends properly coz' they too were teasing me because of those girl. One day, one of my classmate( she's my friend at home) mocking at me and I can't take it anymore so I just smash her to the head( Oh! me I hit a girl) after that she never ever tease me again. Thanks for my action. hey buddy, I'm not praising myself. I'm just pulling your legs.. :-) but this is true though.

But now, there's nobody knowing me should I say? I thought to myself that am I the unknown Mr. Handsome now or what........ I think back those days and I realize how fun it is to be a Mr. Handsome, but my quiet personality hides all those fun to be. And now I am a Mr. lonely !!!!!!
weird............... hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha !

Kinda Busy

Hello to you all guys. It's been a while I'm not updating my blog. I'm kinda busy these days or may be I let myself kinda busy..... I really don't know. Is it that I don't know anything to write or is it that I can't write down what I'm thinking! Anyway, these days I'm busy making of a new web page- http://eltygraphics.inc.md - But I'm just starting. At the moment, It's still under construction and may be next year I'll complete it all. I want it as my port folio and it will contain all my works on 3Ds Max, Maya, Sketching, Graphic designing, Editing etc.

Back to class

After about a week of not going to class, I start going to take class last monday again. Hmmm... It's nice going back to see friends and our teacher. While I'm out of class, they were asking themself where I was, I don't know why but I think they somehow missing me in spite of my silence inside the class! We start doing Lightning (in 3Ds Max) and it was interesting, but I like the animation part and we did go through it yet.

I somehow realized that I was more thrilled then ever and I think I get more strength to do my work and more interesting. you know, while taking class they speak hindi and I don't know waht they are talking about, but still I'm listening what our teacher told.Who cares if I didn't know anything about it? I just stare at the projector screen and I can still manage.

It is just my laziness that makes me down and sometimes I'm so bored in the class as I didn't know most of the teaching. And also I have to go to class by bus...this is what I hate most! But now I gotta new strength and a new beginning. I hope I could keep on going till the end now.

Raja Goukhothang : The Saviour

The Siamsinpawlpi, New Delhi were filming a documentary of Pu. Raja. Goukhothang last year and it was heard that they would release it this May end or June. They made the film at JNU campus in Delhi. I hope this film would be the wake-up call to all the Zomi who were living from the nuke and corner of the world that we should be stand as one and fight for our dignity and freedom. Here is the short review of the film-

Apendix-
written by: S.Singlianmang Guite 2000

Lamka, Apr 30: Raja Goukhothang Guite once hailed as the saviour of hill tribes was today remem-bered under the auspices of The Zoland Times, a novel yet far reaching and inno-vative English weekly based here.
Historians, eminent per-sonalities, and descen- dants of Raja Goukhothang attended the gathering on the occasion of the depart-ed leader's 134th death anniversary. Remnants and memoirs of the Raja were recollected as speakers reflected martyrdom of Goukhothang despite the fact that he died a natural death.
Raja Goukhothang, whose statue, once was even worshipped by people from the valley accordingly to an elder's tale who claimed he had collected the offered foods and coins at a place now called Salvation Army Road, died inside the prison of Thangal and Tikendrajit on April 30, 1972 after he was allegedly captured along with 957 soldiers.
Speakers in today's programme stressed on the loyalty of Raja Goukho-thang to his tribesmen, as they argue that he declined the captor’s offer of freedom if he agreed to collective fight against his tribesmen, thus, forming the basis of hailing him as a martyr.
An interesting fact the speakers claimed was when they alleged that some of the villages on Lamka-Imphal stretch was named after the Raja’s pronounced words while on his way to imprisonment at Imphal.
Despite the fact that Raja Goukhothang’s statue of imprisonment was erected at Lamka, British soldiers shattered it during the World War II. (Source: sangaiexpress)

If there is anyone who is aware of the life of Pu Goukhthang, you may ask me for the details and I would find out for you.

Insane in the Membrane

Phew....
So now I'm updating my blog again. Its been a while. Uhhhh.!what am I gonna write? I'm so blank, I mean that there's a thousand words in my mind but I couldn't just pour them out. Everyday I tried to post something but words wouldn't come out, so mess up. Let me tell you something, If I'm not surfing net at least once in a day, my mood were all down, and when I'm right in front of my PC I wouldn't go out anywhere,I'm stuck to my chair. Like Mr. Mnowluck, I'm too over addicted to it!LOL.......

Couldn't somebody help me out on this? Is there any Hypnotizer in the internet or something like that? I can't think of nothing else, just sitting and staring at my PC is all that I do. All things mess up because of this! But I'm not blaming the PC or the Net, but I myself to blame! Hahaha..I know what's right and what's wrong, But It's easier to follow the Wrong path. Dude, I'm going insane, insane in the membrane.

A Scooter Accident

Some years back ago, maybe 2000 I think. I have a Scooter accident. Some of you may know what it would be like when we have an accident. It’s not that fun…..I was so lucky that I’m still alive.
We are to have a celebration on a new house for my relative near our house. All my parents and neighbors were coming. Before breakfast around 7 in the morning, me and one of my friends, Chester Lian went to the market to buy a music cassette for me. I took off our scooter and ride down to the market. After around 20 minutes we returned back home buying a collection of Limb Bizkit and RHCP music.
We were almost home, just about half kilometer from our house we suddenly ran over a young boy who’s riding a bicycle! He would be around 12yrs old. During the very accident, my friend luckily has his way out by just jumping out from the scooter. But me I was so nervous that I can’t control my scooter and we have a clash with the boy. Some witnesses told that the boy was running toward us trying to cross the road. It was not our fault in someway that we are following the traffic rule. But we were to blame because of our more advance vehicle.
I was unconscious at the spot and was taken to the Hospital. Feeling better after 7hours of unconscious, I only knew that I was in the Hospital. I was so restless since I’m not feeling well whenever I went to the Hospital. But now I was told to stay for two days! This is one of my experiences in my life. After this incident, whenever I was riding my speed became faster and faster but I’m more alert then ever!

A Night to Remember

05/05/07.
Me and my buddy GT went to our so called female friend, Kimbawi turf at north Delhi.
one of our friend, Ruby drop by from Chennai heading home. We stayed the whole night
there. After having dinner(chicken fried...is it?) we went out for searching for fun and some
sniffy stuffs....what would it be? We promised not to tell to anybody! So let it be a secret.

It was fun! Here are some of our photos during that night-

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The exigent3d.com

Don't know if you're interesting in it or not, but just to sum up my blog entries, here is this site my friend, Mayank told me, actually he work there-EXIGENT3d. This company sells their products like character, architectural models, games and stuffs for PC games. They have their own Studio too. Though I didn't work there, I could feel how cool it will be to work there or any other firm like that. Being an animation student, this kind of stuffs would be my work and I can't wait. But you know, I am a lazy guy.......LOLzzzzzzzzz. Anyway I hope I could find my way out to get inn to one of those Industres. And who knows I would even make THE TRIBAL SUPERMAN ! Anyone like to see Pu Zoukhankhual make his return to Movies ? if you like to, You better support me in every way dude. I'm so bored. I need someone to cheer me up.

I'm Back

Hello Folks,
Its been a long time since I've not update my blog.....is it long? nah!
Just a few days but it feels so long though. My PC crush and I can't
get enough of it at cyber. And during those days I don't know what to do.
I'm so restless and at night, I go to bed so early like at 10pm, on the
other hand, its quiet relief for me too. I realized that I'm addicted to net!
do you? I feel good whatever. So from now on, if i got something to
spit out from my mind, I'm gonna jot it down shortly. Till then take care.
Geih RER...........

Dawn of a New Life

Life's a mess, or
Am I, who made
life mess up?
Sometimes I'm high,
Sometimes I'm down.
But still, I've miles to go
Before I reach Home.

O' Prince of Darkness
It's time for me
To go my way.
I stood firmly
With the Hope in me
Leave me alone
Your time is gone.

Chapter 1 of my Arts

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I design this for my T-Shirt, but I didn't make it yet.

Who am I ?

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISFP)

Your personality type is caring, peaceful, artistic, and calm. Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 8% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

Get the idea from Hip HopMomma.

FLY AWAY

Sitting here alone,
Lost and helpless.
Got nowhere to turn,
But I'm free now
Free from you.

I'm gonna fly away
High enough to forget you.
No matter what you do,
I'm gonna fly away.
Fly...fly...fly... Fly away from you.

I'm lonely no more,
No need to worry about you.
I need you no more.
Gonna find my way
For a new life.

You're hurting me.
Still, thank you for that.
You taught me
What is Love and what is Hate.
but I'm free from you.

PRAY AND YOU'LL BE ANSWERED

This morning i woke up unlike the other days and its kinda strange some how. I made tea and have some. After i went out for a short walk and walk home again. I switch on my PC and check my mail. And there i saw a prayer guide which i subscribe from the crosswalk-devotional. It touches my heart as i realized that every morning when i wakeup, i was in a battlefield that i have a mission to do-to fight the evil, bad things thats coming my way. I haven't realized this mission before or I may not take it seriously. But now I know how important it is to me that I should get help from the Lord every morning for his guidance. And now I know how important is to Pray.

I didn't write this not just for those Christians. You may be a Hindu, Muslim, atheists etc... We human beings have a mission that was given to us from our Gods-to protect ourself and the weak from stuffs that would lead us into temptations. If you don't know how to pray, ask God how to pray.

Here is the prayer that I've read-
“Dear Lord, as I get out of bed today, I know I’m stepping onto a battlefield. But I also know You’ve given me everything I need to stand firm. So in the power of Your Holy Spirit, I put on the armor of God:
“First, I place the helmet of salvation on my head. Protect my mind and imagination. Guard my eyes, allowing no sin to creep in. Focus my thoughts on the things of God. Let the breastplate of righteousness keep my heart and emotions safe. I pray that I won’t be governed by my feelings, but by truth. Wrap Your Word around me like a belt. And safeguard me from error. I put on the sandals of peace to guide my steps. Plant my feet in Your truth. Empower me to stand firm against attack.
“Next, I take up the shield of faith. Protect me from Satan’s fiery arrows. Place me shoulder to shoulder with Your army to oppose the Devil’s schemes. Finally, I take up the sword of the Spirit, Your Word. Help me to read the Bible in a fresh, exciting way so I will always be ready to deflect attacks and pierce hearts with Your truth.
“I know I’ll face assaults today, Lord. But You’ve empowered me to stand firm. Give me strength for the battle today.” Amen

Just read this once and I'm sure your heart would feel free for the rest of the day. Pray from the bottom of your heart. Read Ephesians 16:13-18

HON PAHTAWI ING

Hon pahtawi ing Toupa,
Na min thupi phat ing.
Lamet bei mangbang a ka omlai'n
Lungmuanna non guan.

Leitung hauhna zong in
Gual ngai mahleng,
Na iitna loungal
A tawntung daihding omlou hi.

Aw, ka Tou Jesu,
Ka lungsung (ah) nong tenchiang,
Sapna bangmah om nawnkei.
Hong nuse ngeilou ka Pathian
Na min thupi pahtawi ing.

How Hot Will Be HELL?

Fellow friends, you may think this may be a ridiculous, but i don't think it is. I boiled eggs for our dinner . I watch the water boiling furiously without ceasing for a while and this question pop up from my mind,"How hot will be Hell?". Some of us will be thrown out there after we die and I can't imagine what will it be like.

Being calling ourself a Christian, we have a faith that we all be going to Heaven after spending life here on Earth. But heaven is not for everyone this we know for sure! Knowing God and His words will not just give you a ticket to Heaven, but we are also told to follow His commands. What will God think about you living like this...you know your style of living.

It wouldn't be of any better if the words have a long lines, but i think it is clear enough to you because you're not a child anymore. These days, it seems nobody cares about heaven or Hell, we just live our life as it is. Are we a Christian just by the name or just because of growing up from a Christian family? We need a revival!

You may go to Church but just for a fashion! You may do something good for others but not without your heart! You may pray every night but not from your Heart! I know your faith is still in you but who knows it could be a false Faith..........May be,you lost your way for so long or may be your faith's fading away day by day, just think about HELL! why? Because It's scary!

You can feel the test of Heaven but you never think about Hell. You know the rules of Heaven and Hell.So now, imagine "How Hot Will Be Hell"! and only you will know your position.

Good Luck!

The Cry of a Broken Heart

My days are dark,
That I am blind.
My feet are swelling,
That I cannot walk.
My mouth is dry,
That I am thirsty.
The nights are quiet,
That makes me lonesome.
Pain is all that I got,
O'Lord, hear me crying.
I need someone to cherish me.
Please,please,please....
Send me an Angel.

Hate and Love

Life come and goes, but don’t know when will it ends. I hate things that i don’t love, but i can’t hate what i love. Love’s so strong as death that you want to end up your life when you lost Love and you began to hate.

You can’t ignore Love or Hate in your life. It is a natural thing we are born with. Love and hate has a connection between them, the more you hate, the more you Love. The more you Love the lest or more you hate. Please don’t even think to judge me on this 'coz i know what ‘I’m talking about. Oh! you’re not getting me? You better wash your damn dummy brain.

Even God hates lies and the Devil loves to destroy. nobody is perfect. So just live your life as it is. you got to hate more to love more or love more to hate more or less.

KOI A HONG KIPAN NA HIA?

Delhi tual ah kumkhat bang ka om saamta hi. Hiai hun sung in a nuam a haksa bang ka na pal tei saam hi. Vaigam a om a, kei mah pau a ka houpih leh ka polhtheih diing U-le-nau, lawm-le-vual ka neih hi, hamphatna in ka ngai hi. Huaiban ah, vaite lawm a nei a amau toh ki thuahtuh khanna daan in ka ngai a, a zangsiam loute a din bel punna di om din ka ging kei.

Huchi kawmkal a ka na buai guukpih mahmah khat om a, huai ahihleh, vaite khong in,”koi a hong ki pan na hia?” a hon chih chiang un ka dawndiing daan ka thei zok kei hi. Bang a na ngaihdan…na tuahsa leng a hi ngei diing a, na buai leh na buai louh zaw ka thei kei. College I hong kai a khat in, “Lawm, koi a hong ki pan na hiam? Korea or Japan or China?” a hon chi ngal ua…….”hi, huai a hong ki pan ka hi.” Chih bang ut huai mai a ka. Eh! Ka ki Paite/Zomi sak luat leh. “hilou ahi, kei norteast India, Manipur a hong ki pan ka hi( chih louh theih louh)” ka chi hi. Indian chih tuh thei ta uh a baan bang..”Manipur koi a om,nepalite na hi hia!?” Manipur a theihlouh uh ngaihkhat, bang a chia nepali hon chi, Paite/Zomi kei vele kua ka hia chih hon thei lou maw chia maituam ut maw, chih suk uthuai mai aka(Innlam hi ngeingei leh zaw). Paite/Zomi ka hi chia gendi I chih chialah koi a pat di ahia chih buai zeel!

Eimah khomkhom a ki deihkhop, I Aiko haan khalkhal lai ua, kuaman hon na theipha lou uh chih I theih chia zaw khasiat huai maimah aka. Outer Manipur a teeng I hihleh I teenna gam in min neilou a maw? Lamka a teeng iki chi maithei uh, Lamka I chih in bangteng huam kha a hia chih le theih hak lai, Lamka chih zaak malak ah, Churachanpur chih ki leh zaak. Churachanpur a hihlouh thei zeenpi a bang achia khek sawmlou, khekzoh di hilou hinteh maw?

Abang abang hileh ei hihtheih bangmah omlou ahih chia, gelhtheih sung teng gelhgelh di mai. Hun hong ki heikual zel ding hiven, khat vei ni chaih zaw hong ki khek sam na lou di hia maw…..Lawm, mi’n, ‘koi a hong ki pan na hia?’ chia hon dot chiang un bang na chi a le? Khenchia zaw Lamka/Zogam a hong kipan ka hi chih ut huai sam eive maw.

ZOGAM I chih lah phuahtawm bang dek maimah ta aka le…………….!

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LAM-ETNA

Ziing ni nou eng singseng mualdawn ah hong suak nawn a, Lianpu thoh hong hunta hi. A zi Nempi bel ana thoubaih in ziing singpi na bawl zoukhin, buh leh mel huan in buai pha mahmah hi.

Lianpu a hongthoh dek chiang in a khe hong tanglou mawk hi. Lamdang sakna toh a kam bang ka heuhou kha zawzen hi. A tanu, Deihnu kiang ah a nu sam diing in sawl a, Nempi leeng hong diangpah hi. A hihding dan thei tuanlou uh ahihman un Daktol sam uhi. Sawtlou nung in Daktolpa hongtung a, Lianpu veel pah tha-that hi. Daktol pa’n a nna a hihzoh in, “Lianpu aw, a poi ngeimai. Na damsung teng a zeng den ding hita chin a…!” chiin hongen hi.

Hiaithu a zaakchiang in Lianpu kiguih hial a, khasia kisa lua in a mittui hong luangkhia zoihzoih mai hi. Ahihhaang in Nempi in, “U Lian, khase mawk ke’n. Kei leh Deihnu om ung a, nang honkeem diing ka hi uh,” chi in hehneem hi. Ahia, Nempi ngei leeng a lungkhamlou ahi tuankei.

Hun leh nite hongthak zeel mahleh Lianpu lungkham ki behlapna hi maimah zeel hi. A zi Nempi bel lungke lou in a pasal keem in ching tou ngiitngeet a, a ittna leeng khang seemseem hi. Lianpu in bang diing a hiaibang natna a tung a tung hiam, chih kia ngaihsun a, theisiam theilou in heh kisa mahmah hi. A khenchiang in, Pathian kou gawpgawp in, ki ngaisia, lamet bei bang a ki koih in amah leh amah bang kithah khawng sawmmawk hi.

Aw Lianpu aw, bangdiing a hiaibang thil deih huailou lawm diing a Pathian in hongpia hiam? Nang a hoihpen leh a nunnem pen hi lai chin a… Nang a diing a ki pahna ziingni suak nawnlou ding hi mai maw! Nang nopsak na ding a sih mah teel zawk ding hi mai lou hia?

Suun nung ni neem lak hun in huihsiang diik ding in Lianpu a inntual uah a ki tholhsuk hi. A hong ki ngaihtuah a, hiaibang natna ka tung a Pathian in hon tungsak ahihleh, A ma’ deihdan mah hidiing ahi. Kingaisia leh lamet bei a ka kingaihsut lai a leeng hon taisan ngeilou, hon ompih a honkeem den! Tua kia leng hi lou lai, a hon iit semsem ka zii leh ka tanu omlai. Toupa zaw thil bangkim geelsiam leh a hoihding kia hihmah ahi, chi in hong kihehneem ta hi.

Hiai a tung a tangthu sung ah bang i muthei a le, Lianpu bang a na nuntaakna zang na hi hiam? I leitung hinkhua ei deihdan bang in i na paipih sawm khanaak uhi. I mailam hun diing i geel a, hiai ka hih dia ka huchi ding chia i geen sa hi na pi, a hun hongtun chiang in ei deihlouh dan ngen a thil hongpai ta, thangpai kisa in lamet bei bang a kikoih, i kiim i kiang phawkpha nawn lou.

I gam i nam mah i chi nawn dia… Kum tamtak paisa a i pi i pu te’n ka gam ka leitang chia sihngam a ana hum uh, tuni tan a ei gam leh lei mah a i teen theih uh kipahhuai hina tel e. Na ngaihtuah ngeilouh uh ka gingkei, tu’n lah mi ang te’n “kei gam, kei lou ahi” bang honchih khum tamai ua! Pil leh siam i kisak kaal ua sum in honguuk neek vek ahi ta ve. I pu i pa’n, ka tu ka ta khang a ding chia lametna toh sisan-naisan kai hial a gam na hum ua, en tua vai dangka deihtaakna ziak lel a man tawm chik a khawng khe hiauhiau mai! Ei a tusawn-khangsawn te’n i pu i pa lunggim sak lel zaw ihi ve ua maw.

Bangchik chiang a a lamet na uh hi zou ding i hi ua? Ka gam ka iit chi in khoveel kilchih ah i kitheh dalhta ua, pil i kisa huntawk veklai ua, lah I Zogam kah aw leh mau ging kitheihmoh bawl i tam mahmah uh. Zomi te bang in hon lawi a hi diing? I gam i innmun loumun a i om chia honsia om ahi hia leh? Theihhak mahmah maw. A hoih deihvek, a gen te’n lah genbei thei ngeilou.

Hoih leh siam kituh in eileh ei i kinawk tuah ua, chi-leh-sa kibang, unau khat lah hi si, kigawmlouh theih diing dan kia ngaihtuah daih. A hi lou lam kia siam. Ki lung liap sak vek. A teek in lamet neinawn lou. A khang te’n lah za mialmial, “ka Zogam, ka Zogam” chia au lala. A ki hasuan tuah diing omlou. Huai in hiai a thei kha diing chi mah bang vek.

Na pu na pa’n nang’ nopsakna diing deih leh lamen tak a gam na hum a nang na tusawn na tasawn te khuallou a na gilpi kia vaakvaak diing na hiam? A’ihk’eh na tup lohching lou a Lianpu bang a lamet bei a om na hi hiam? Na mit mial lah hi lou na kiim na kiang a mi mu lou nahih leh na muh hun lota hi.

Lam-et bei leh kingaisia a ka zogam zaw hi chi mai ding ahi tave chi lou in LAM-ETNA om lai chizaw ni. Ei hun a thilteng bei diing hi lou hi. Ei sih nung a kum bang zah ki vei lai ding ahia chih thei i om kei . Lianpu in a zi leh a tanu a phawk louh daan a nang leng omkha na hi mai ding e. Na kiim na kiang veel thak lechin nang hon huhdiing leh nang hon panpih diing mi tam mahmah hi. Ka Zogam Ka Leitang chia a kem ding leh a zuun ding Khangthak bangzah ta a tam hiam chih ngaisun mah dih.

A lui lak ah a zattheih te keem in, a thak lak ah a hoihhoih teng le’ng hihkhelh om diing in ginhuai lou hi. Tua ahihman in i tuunnu’ kah leh mau ging zaak hun lota hi. Pupa sakmin lohsa i Zogam kum sang zatam pai zong a min manglou diing, himahleh nahkeu bang a a vuai muh chim huai lota aka!

Tua ahihman in kua mah ki lungliap sak lou in, kamkei dungsuun te’n i gial suah in kimaitak sak tuah in, khut kileen kawm in LAM-ETNA omlai a hi chih phawk thak thak in kal suanthak le’ng denchiang i tu i ta te a diing bek a phatuam hongsuak kha diing hi.

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I GAM LEH NAM HOIHZAWK NANG IN

Thuhoih leh pilhuai tampi mahmah zak lah sim in a omta. Ningkei peuhmah lechin, nidang a na zakte sang mah a hoihzaw leh pilhuai zaw hong tam semsem ding hi.Gam leh Nam chih thumal I zang tam mahmah ta uh, a theilou om din a ginhuai nawn kei, ei nasan in thei I hihtak chia….Tua ka hon thu gelh ding pen ka hon sermon na lam hi lou in, leh, huchih ni khachih ni chih sawm ka hi kei a, huai nak sang a kei ngaihdan hon sung khiat sawm ka zaw lel hi.

Hun paisa kum 10/20 toh the din, tuhun a I khan thouhdan uh a thupi lotel, mit ngoihngoih a muh ding a tam. Ki pah huai petmah chi ou.Munteng ah I ki theh dalh ua, siamna pilna in a hon zeelsuakta. Kua hang a hibang teng I tung ua tung hihiam chih I mangngilh kha nak ua hi ven. A hoih lah tam, a sia lah tam, a zawng te’n lah ngawl sam hial lou, hing liai liai, a haute lah puak deuhdeuh zawmah lai. Ki thupi hina tel e! I hoihna te uh leh khan dan gengen theih a hi na a, hiah tan a hunsak phawt ni.

I gam I nam hoihzawkna dia kei ngaihsutna hon taklang zual leng:

Khatna ah: Ei mimal ah nga masa leng ka chi nuam hi. Bangziak in? Nanglou a zuuntu ding kua dang omlou a hih man in. Huai a Vaipa hiam, Talpak pan’ hon zuunsak thahah lou ding a hih mawk chiang a! Nang mah lah nang mah na ki iitna vel thak kuul hin ka thei hi. A hangbel, Nangmah a iitna a tam peuh leh, na gam na nam sung a ittna tam ding a, dam na leh suahtakna tunding hi. Nang na ki iitna zahzah a midang iit ding na hih maimah chiang a. Na chikei maw…..Tua ahihman in, ka gam ka nam in kei tektek hon deih hi chih theih chait sawm le.

Nihna ding in ah: Innkuan sung khat ki tuahna in gam leh nam damna ding leh hoihzawk sem na ding in mawhpuakna nei kha hiin ka mu hi.Na innkuan sung pen na hong khan letna mun leh thilteng na hon sinkhiak na mun a hih ahih toh kiton in innsung a na zilbangnag khotang a hon zangkhia na hi. Innsung a thudik thumaan na hon sin khaik leh milak a na om chiang a zong, tua thudik thumaan pansan a na kal suan ut ding na hi. Innsung a ki tuak loutak a kosa nahihleh, milak a na om chiang a zong na om lem theilou ding hi. Tua ahihman in, Nu-le-Pa te’n I Tapa I Tanu te khohei dan enkai thak in mawk pahtak maimah lou sam lou in, a lampi ding uh vel pih thak le. Ban ah, Tanu Tapa te’n zong, I Nu-le-Pa te mohna mawk toleem zawk sawm lou in, liahkhuh sawm zawle la, I gam I nam hong hoihzaw khamoh na…?

Thumna ding in ah: Pawlpi tuamtuam ki phutkhe te en nawn le, khotang ki vaipuak na ah a mau tellou in I gam I nam in bahloh khin ding hi. Mimal hih zohlouh leh innsung a ki vaipuak na hih zohlouh teng a mau khut a ki nga a hong hi nawn hi.Pawlpi khenkhat bang gim leh tawl poi salou a nasem pawl bang ki om hi. Pahtak huai mahmah. A hi zong in I tup-le-ngimte uh leh I suulnungte uh enkik thak le, I hihkhelhkhak leh I hihkhak louhte ua pan thathak la sawm in ma khuatthak le, I gam I nam in hoihlam hon nawt semsem ding in gin huai hi.

A lina ding in: I saptuam sung uh en nawn leuleu le, kristian lah pung deuhdeuh, saptuam ki dinkhia lah tam deuhdeuh, khantouhna khat zaw ahi ngut ve.A ki dem theipawl bang ki om zou hial ta. A hi zong in, I nasep ding pen a hi ding bang a semkha zou chiahlou I bang sim ua huai in I gam I nam hoihsak zou lou leng hi kha thei hi. Tua ziak in, I sep ding kha mangthangte leh khalam lah salam a bahte a poimoh uh bang a pathian kha tulh zaw leng , Pathian in zong hon ngeingah zaw kha mohlou ding hi.SAPTUAM I ki chihchih ziak ua le ma ki sawn theilou ihi zaw duam uah, huai sang in PATHIAN TATE kichi suk vek maile hoihzaw mai lou ding hia? Pathian in lah kuamah khentuam nei lou chih I thei ngal ua.

Ngana ding in: Heutu muanhuaite gennawn leuleu le, kuamah a siam leh hoihsa a piang I om keiuh. Huai ziak in heutu muanhuai I chih hang a a mau zong khialthei a hi uh chih phawk din a deih huai mahmah. Heutu I chih ziak a a mau deihdan a hon vaihawm khaum a hi kei ua, mipite deihdan bildoh kawm a kal hon suanpih uh hi zaw hi.Tuaban ah, heutu te’n na khat peuh a hihding chiang un mipite mai ah puang khia in ki kupna om nawn leuleu leh tua I dinmun sang mah ua ki lamzang zaw mohlou ding in ka um hi. A huchih louh chiang a mipi ten I kal suan di bang ua ki suan hoih theilou leh ki suan man lou in, nawngkai na hon tun man zel hi. Tua ahihman in, Heutu leh mipi kal ah ki thuzak na pibawl zawsem leng bang achi dia chih hon ngaihtuah sak hi.

A gukna ding in: Khat leh Khat ki kal a ki thei siam tuah na lah ki iitna tua I dinmun uh sang in hoihsak sem sawm le. A siam ten a siamloute makaih in, a haute’n a zawngte dopkang sawm leng la, Thil khat peuh hih chiang in hih khawm dialdial le, I gam I nam in khanlam hon manoh touhsem gin huai hi.A khen chia kilkhat sang zot zel in, a huchihlouh chia a niam na lam hong sang zotzel a a om chiang a ki tuak thei hina pi hong ki songsoloi nak khem hi. I gam I nam a hong hoihsem na ding in Khat leh khat kal ah 100% balancing bawlsawm le maw….

A sagihna ding in: Mipite lou in heutu kia in bang mah sem suah lou ding a hi chih phawk leng la I heutu te uh panpih leng I nam in ki thutuahna a hon gawm dia, hoihna leh lemna hon tun ding in ginhuai hi.

Gen leh gelhsiam kei mah leng, lungsim a tazou nawnlou a hih maimah chia hon gelhkhe mai tuh kihi ahi ve.Gelhsiam louhman a kuahiam ana ngaisiamlou a omleh Khat leh khat ki kal a ki theihsiam na point a hon na mark geih ding in I ki ngen a hon advice thei a om lehleng kipah huai ding hi. Chi le 1997 –98 buailai a Zomite Pathian koilam tungta ahimai a , hon taisanta zaw ahikei maw? Zomite Pathian sang in Mi tengteng Pathian bele Vaakna omzawlou ding a diam. Zomite’n Pathian ki nei tuam a diam ah. Khemkhem bang maw?

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ELECTION

I ngaklah mahmah election lah hong tung petmah ding ahita mai a, lah i Zokhuak hoihloute i zat lailai ding chih tel zaw…

Awle, election bang ziak a om ahia chile a theilou omlou ding in a gin huai kei. Mipite’ sik leh tang a Ulian gam vaihawmte maituah ding telna chile a dik velthou…chi aw?

Pil huntawk omkhawm leh tengkhawm ki hingal a lah, election omzia theilou mah I bang nak sek ua a nuam khin kei. A pilsiam di tata a hai pen a pang nak hang a!

Hun paisa a election ana omte ziak in I gam I nam leh a sung a teng mipite’n hamphatna bang teng i dong ua chih ngaih tuah le, tawm lua in a gin huai kei. Ahizongin, khotang hamphat na om nak sang in mimal hamphatnaki lang tam zaw hiin a muhtheih maimah hi! Election gahsuah khat-le-nih enzualle, Streetlight (lah meivak hoih ngel zomah lai…..), Lampi black topping bawl a om, vom hoih zawzen (A hoih lai hia lawm? Se man zel maw...)

A siatna gen di chile lah om zel thou.Election gu tuailai bangzah in a thuakloh ua? Volunteer a pang, chihchu sum tam ngial hiven maw, kua utlou di la….sum muhte hoihna dia zat sawmlou-khamtheih, guihtheih leina dia zangbei hiau lel. Aw! Nang tuailai…Tun-le-Zua ki nepna bangchi nata mai a! Election hun in a ki langkei na a, kum1/2 nung in chu hanmual lam ah i pul zungzung mai ve uale, maimah!

A dang enle, election in khat leh khat kal a kitheih siam louh na a hon tun, tanau laina hi zenpi a ki lawi bang omthei zaih. Pawpi tuamtuam leh saptuam sung na san a ki deidanna tun nalai dep! Ki thupi mahmah zaw ahi ve. Ki phatna in zaw zang hial dah ni uh aw…

Candidate-te thugen hoih teng mawk lak lou, mimal hamphat na ding ngaih tuah a candidate-te ui hai bang a vial tai doidoi lou in, kua pen in gam leh nam ngaikhok a kua pen in a thilchiam semsuah ding hiam chih ngaihsun zaw le.

A bang abang hi leh, hun thak, khovel thak a ding ihi chih thei kawm in tutung election siangthoutak leh muamtak in ki khethei leh chih I thumna uh hileh maw.

Eh! ‘ELECTION’ leh ‘ZOMI NAMNI’ koi a thupi zaw di?

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